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Saturday, March 01, 2008

ohmygosh, common test is like next week, or rather, one more day from now, not counting today. yeah, and i am totally not prepared.
seems so common for me to say i am not prepared eversince secondary four i think.
its not really common test. or rather, its like CA1. haha, remind me of like primary school days when we last had have these kind of significant tests before any term break. however, st nicks seems to have abolished that as well, even the primary ones doesnt have a year end exam. they just have this report card where there's satisfactory, good, very good etcetc for the different categories.

29.02.08
yeah, just thinking of it, this year is a leap year.
and i just realise again that there's olympics this year. by the way, when's world cup again?
suddenly have this craving to go to China. lol. i think its national geographic that has triggered the wanting. haha.

kind of studied effectively yesterday.
after much procrastination and motivation from friends, went for night study as well.
before that went for chemistry lecture impromtu-ly since i am procrastinating again.
friends do make an impact.
seems like i am not being much of a good friend cause i seem to be slacking much compared to the others.
i feel the urgency to bring myself back.
in dire need of help. but the question is i dont know where to start or i just dont think i should be troubling others.
a position which i used to dismiss. reliance in this case.
i wonder about now.
karma?

left night study at 9.10pm and went down to bishan j8 to catch a movie by myself.
yeah, by myself. haha, really random. but its kind of last minute.
haha, watched L: change the world 9.40 show.
had the whole of second last row to myself surprisingly, while the back row is filled with couples minus two guys sitting right behind me (unless they are gays, haha.) and the row and the rest of the cinema minus first half is filled.
was quite an adventure. haha, walking in with hands full of carrying my heavy bag, the plastic bag filled with books and files and papers, popcorns and drinks and wearing school uniform.
should have brought the popcorns. its about nearly the same price as a movie ticket. tsktsk. how unwise.
glad i am still surviving till the end without feeling much sleepy. but then i still missed out a teeny weeny part of the show cause i need the loo urgently and risk leaving my stuffs behind. tsktsk.
what happened in between?!
from the girl crying and saying i'm okay, i'm okay to the girl smiling to her teddy which talks.

seems quite crazy of me going to catch a movie in the midst of preparation of CT.
work hard play hard seems to be the life i want. haha.
but as of now, reminder to self, i am not working as hard as to my potential to be.

that's that for now.
shouldn't be blogging, shouldnt be online. yeah, should be with my books and books only.

ps. there's extraordinary league of gentleman and dirty dancing today on channel 5.
temptation!